Saturday, September 19, 2009

Sick in the mind

So, about two o clock yesterday i was conversing with my significant other and a friend about the united states naval academy application process. I realized my application process isn't even worthy of that name. Why? becasue it hasn't even started yet...

To make matters worse and bring a few more tears to my eyes, i logged into my email last night and found mail from my blue and gold officer. (the person who keeps track of my "application" process. Her email discussed the date of a major deadline. i wanted to cry.

The fact is, i really haven't started anything, and know i suddenly have this deadline. So far I've tried focusing on completing the NROTC scholarhsip. And since honesty seems to be the theme of this blog, I'll put out there that that scholarship application isn't even done and I've been working at that in an awfully slow pace.

Applications are so stressful. Because the truth is: they have deadlines.
I say that and I've only started two. And they aren't even typical college apps yet.

Plus! I haven't even looked at the other military academies yet. So far I've been thinking about army and airforce academy. But i haven't gotten the chance to even look into their website. Just typing this blog i feel like these academies are slipping farther and farther away from me. It's quite depressing. What makes it a little more worse will probably be the massive mound of phlegm in my throat. Gross.

Flu-season is the worst.

I won't blam me being sick for feeling lazy about these applications, but it sure is putting an effect on me. Especially now that i realized what i need to work on application wise. I hate it. Making it worse, the only cough drops i have in my house are mainly sweet than menthol. They are Luden-ized.

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